I am in need of prayers. I have come to the conclusion I have no choice but to let go of someone I've grown a deep affection for. She is the woman who inspired me to get sober. No other person could get me to ever do that. I am realizing I may have blown any chance of getting close to her. I do not see the interest at all after leaving many hints, and this is one of the hardest letting goes ever. I really liked everything about her and was attracted to her in every way possible. I feel like my heart is crushing. I created this romantic fairy tale life for us, and now I feel like I've got to throw my castle away. I am going to be strong and not let this crush me. I am going to force myself to find myself again. She helped me get over someone else, and I surprised myself by caring about her more than anyone else. I am not going to continue to torture myself by holding on to a false hope. I need prayers to maintain my strength and move forward.
I've been sending 4 request prayers previously and still not get answered. Please Lord help me to get pregnant to a happy healthy children
Susie & Glenn