Hope

Dear Jesus my Lord, I never had a chance after I broke my neck I was preyed upon in the hospital for my soul. I was intoxicated on Presciption drugs to know the difference in what I was doing. I later recalled the man asking if I do anything to walk and I said yes. And I thought he was Native American and I said only if your Native American cause the man appeared to be dressed in some ceremonial dress. Point I’m trying to make is that I didn’t have a chance to get away from Satan I was preyed upon at my weakest point. That none of this would have happened if it wasn’t for satanic worshiping people. After all my visits to heaven and being dropped out their is a reason I had a demon attached to my afterlife body left foot that prevented me from being successful. If my feet is tested you’ll find out this information my Lord. I was doomed from the start. I have mortal sins that need forgiveness my Lord and I am asking for your forgiveness. Please give me a chance at redemption my Lord I have done everything I can to combat evil. I know that I am sick from it mentally and need your forgiveness and help to get past its clutches on me. I can’t quit telling Satan I don’t care anymore and I am paying for it dearly. It’s the sickness in my brain. I’m praying that you’ll understand what am going through pain wise and will save me from myself I can’t do it without you my Lord. Right now they’re is so much pressure on my right foot that I cannot go to the bathroom fecal matter wise. If you take all the totality of circumstances into play you’ll find that Satan had a hand in my failure in all aspects from the beginning. I take full responsibility for my actions and my sins my Lord. I am just explaining myself regarding what has happened to me in this deception. That is why I hired the witch doctor was because of Satans deception and his curse in my head. And I know she is a source for the reason why your upset with me for using her powers in heaven. And you have every right to be upset but if you don’t look at the deception and the reason why I used her then I am being condemned for no reason my Lord. Please look into the deception and my feet my fait depends on a fair and accurate depiction of this deception my Lord. I love you. In your Heavenly name I pray Amen