Dear Jesus my Lord, H – "Hear me Lord and answer me for I am poor and needy." Psalm 86:1, E – "Establish my steps in your word." Psalm 119:133 L – "Let your compassion quickly meet our needs because we are on the brink of despair." Psalm 79:8,
P – "Protect me God because I take refuge in You. I say to the Lord, You are my Lord, apart from You I have nothing good." Psalm 16:1 I am in agony and misery without you my Lord I am in such great pain you can’t fathom it. Please save me my Lors I am truly a sick person I am being punished for my thoughts here in hell. I am so exhausted I need you I am sorry for what I have become. Please forgive me of my sins. I am always grateful and deeply thankful for what you do for me I don’t want to be a lost cause or abandon here. The torture is too much for me to bare my Lord I can’t do this anymore I want to be free and in your arms.again. I’m so miserable my Lord I can’t describe it i am so weak mentally please don’t forget about me. All of this back and forth trips to Heaven and hell has made me sick and scared mentally I get tortured for thinking of satan. I never used to think this way my Lord but I have been physically and mentally wore down with torture and pain and being stuck in my bed not able to move because I’m paralyzed this has eroded my mind mentally as well. I have no way out of my mind it says things that are irrational that I must pay for like this isn’t bad or this is easy. And I pay with pain my Lord. I don’t mean to say them my mind is sick. Why would I intentionally harm myself my Lord. I am paying right now for having these thoughts. I don’t understand my brain why it does these things to me. I need protection from my mind my Lord it’s twisted up. Please save me my Lord I Love you. In your Heavenly name I pray. Amen
Dear God: I need a huge miracle!I need to have my Lungs very healthy! Please let me have very healthy Lungs!! Thank you lord!
Maria