Dear Jesus my Lord,
Lord, there are no words to express how horrible I feel every time I break Your heart. The guilt and the shame is overwhelming when I allow myself to do so. I ask for Your touch right now, and for Your forgiveness for all I’ve done. I am so sick of being “born again” and still doing the things I hate doing. The hardness of allowing myself to do wrong is a barrier between the two of us that I can’t stand. I love You, and I am so regrettably sorry for my selfish actions against You and all others. Thank You for Your forgiveness, Lord. With Your forgiveness I am whole again, and new.
– "Hear me Lord and answer me for I am poor and needy." Psalm 86:1
Establish my steps in your word." Psalm 119:133
"Let your compassion quickly meet our needs because we are on the brink of despair." Psalm 79:8
"Protect me God because I take refuge in You. I say to the Lord, You are my Lord, apart from You I have nothing good." Psalm 16:1
My Lord I am deeply ashamed of my sins and ask for your forgiveness. I am sorry for my lack of faith and strength of believing anymore. I want so much to have a relationship with you and to live again. I’m in so much pain here in in the abyss of hell. I can’t carry on anymore with this life without you please save me my Lord. I know I’m a failure but it’s the exposure to this pain that has ruined me and my faith. I still believe in you my Lord I’m just weak with no more heart to rely on and my mind is scattered brain and weak. With no heart I have no ability to be strong. The head and the heart must work together when one is missing it’s hard to keep strong my Lord. Please save me my Lord please look upon me with your love. I love you I always have. In your Heavenly name I pray. Amen