l (Judy Ann) need my spirit , soul , body & mind to be of an adult , l need restoration , l need cash in my bank account so that l may keep a roof ,and lights on ,and electric ,and l need United States dollars , and how l can earn with my weak , constantly need for healing and putting on a happy face for family to show our pride regardless of all my injuries & insults against me . l need to earn easily united states dollars for cleansing myself bathing and the needs so that l do not have to beg classmates or agencies for money . l love & miss my husband who is seeking friendship elsewhere and my husband has not spoken to me since our last Anniversary February,26, 2022 and this l cry , l miss his hugs , l miss being loved & loving my husband Bill. after all we have been through and being held captive in a basement , although l should move on ,my Bill my husband was all l could think about to get me through ,while l was near my end . Time went by long and slow years . l attended classes to restore my thoughts and received many certificates , my focus was upon myself as the only way to heal and l spent many days alone studying. My grandparents built a church back i 1908 & people overtaken my Grandparents church & we were left without much at the mercy of whoever would help . l went to work at 12 years of age but did not make enough to save my Grandparents & Great Aunts & uncles who l lived with while they were my elders & already in their 60’s-90 years of age & and every home of my Great Aunts & Grandparents were overtaken . l was forced to have sex at gunpoint when l was a teenager . My husband who during 2009-February 26 was my boyfriend (We married february 26 2016) he was who beat me beat me & left me for dead on a street at night with blood running from my eyes , he did not know how badly he hurt me & when l could not see , he did not know l was blinded for awhile & regained my sight , liquid drained from my ears ,my face swollen and eyes black and blue & my ribs were cracked my leg was fractured& l was raped again by classmates while dying , classmates found me on the road and picked me up & kept me in a dark basement and before taking me to the basement they took my clothes off and raped me while l was barely alive . They kept me there with barely no food and for months .They told my family & other classmates that l was fine & that l was just in love with them & wanted to be there that all was between 2011 & 2015 my husband married me 2016. l feel ashamed & my husband left me currently . l have worked hard with healing myself have healed some , but l do not think l will ever forget . While the world went on loving dating sleeping peacefully l was having nightmares., none of those who harmed me ever got in any trouble. . This time healing has cost me every penny l ever made and l have to start over & be brave regardless how much l cry alone . This is my last $19.95 from here everything l have left to keep water on in my home ,electricity basic needs & my car for geting food & work, that l may not be ashamed when peolple see my body , me as a whole home It is said that God forgave his enemies . l am 59 year old female . l do need money United States dollars . God Bless you for seeking to help