Hope

Terrill

Dear Jesus my Lord, I’m so sorry for being messed up my Lord. I trust you with my life I don’t trust myself I need you despite what my brain says. I’m not strong enough to protect myself. My mind controls my pain and outcome I’m a hostage to it. I try and make sense of my pain and how I was tricked while I was medicated in the hospital when I broke my neck. I didn’t know what I was doing. But a satanic person secured my soul with a long chanting. I didn’t have a chance because I was under powerful medication. Lord I owe you and the Heavenly Father the most sincere and compassionate apology of all time. Please forgive me of all my sins my Lord. This is a short prayer my Lord but hopefully an impacting one. My Lord you and the Heavenly Father are exemplary in every way I love you both. I’ve slaughtered your name in the wind as if it were water rolling off my tongue. Please forgive me for that my Lord. I am unholy and been away from you too long Lord! May your power rip my bloody forsaken tongue out of head for the disrespect it’s shown you my Lord. Please save me my Lord! Lord please forgive me of all my sins. I believe in you my Lord please I just want to be normal again like my body was at before all this began my Lord. I beg you of your mercy my Lord. I’m dying my Lord I haven’t gotten out of bed in four days I’m going to get a blood clot. My Lord I don’t mind dying as long as it is with you. I’m scared my Lord really scared. I take full responsibility for my actions my Lord. Their is nothing more than I would like to do more than is redeem myself to you. I’m truly ashamed of myself my Lord I have no confidence or happiness. I’m a broken man. I know that you have saved me over and over again my Lord I know if you permit me to be normal again it will change. I worship you my Lord in all your glory your beautiful and kind and merciful. Please don’t abandon me my Lord this may be the last time I can pray to you. I miss you my Lord I need you I don’t know why I am so full of mistakes and a sick brain. I don’t know what I’d do with out you my Lord. I’m suffering my Lord. Please Lord give me another chance please make me normal and whole again. I know I don’t deserve you my Lord I just want to be free from pain and misery. I’m begging you my Lord please don’t let them take me I want to die in your arms my Lord. My heart is failing me my Lord. Please save me my Lord I’m trying I don’t want to die in hell. Everything that happens in my brain goes against my beliefs and faith my Lord. I don’t say anything intentionally it comes out in my sub conscience. You’ve always meant the world to me my Lord. I’m just posing a question to you Lord why would I sabotage myself to get your blessings and miracles to turn around to end right back in hell my Lord. Same with the pain in hell why would I sabotage myself for more pain it’s not sane my Lord. I haven’t been out of my bed in nearly five days I’m not eating except for protein supplements my Lord. I cannot get bowel movement results. The pain is so severe that I can’t think of anything worse than this pain ever my Lord. Please Lord take mercy out on me I’m not sinning against you intentionally. Their is something wrong with my brain my Lord. It’s satans design to keep us apart and me in misery my Lord. It makes sense my Lord my sub conscience takes your name in vein and I’m sent right back to hell it’s not cheap sending the prayer donations are $29.95 a piece and I send a lot my Lord. Please make me normal again my Lord please save me. This is my last prayer my Lord please don’t let them kill me my Lord I can really feel the stress on my heart. Lord I know I’m a sinner and I have taken responsibility for my actions. Im not a selfish person Lord I share with others I give to charities I take care of my three children extremely well. I always put others needs before my own. I love my children dearly and with all that is in me they’re my life my precious gems. Please Lord don’t let them take my life. Please save me my Lord I realize I keep asking you this but this time is for real I can feel it. I love you my Lord and our Heavenly Father very much. I love all my grandparents and family in Heaven deeply to. Please Lord don’t abandon me here in hell. Please forgive me of all my sins. Lord please make me normal again I beg you have mercy on me please. Please my Lord don’t let them win with their lies, deceit and trickery. Lord I can feel my heart fading please save me. In your Heavenly name I pray. Amen

September 19, 2022

Category: salvation

Send Your Prayers to the Holy Land

Recently, we heard an inspiring story from a fellow believer, John, who reached out to share his miracle with us:

“My prayers came true! My dad was healed from stage 4 prostate cancer after submitting my prayer request. Glory to God! Your service brought me closer to Jesus Christ, making me feel his love and grace.”

Such stories remind us of the power of faith and prayer, and how our collective spirituality can make a profound difference.

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We will place your prayer on the Stone of Anointing; the place where Christ’ body was laid down after being removed from the crucifix and prepared for burial.

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