Dear Jesus my Lord, I accept my actions taking your name in vein I’m sorry that I made it sound it was satan . Please forgive me for being such an unholy man my Lord. The paini is too great I can not bare it. I have no excuses I. failed you. I am at my attack hour because I have changed satan my heart is on the line. I chose you my Lord I am so defiant because of the circumstances I have sacrificed all positions in hell over honor and respect to you my Lord. I love you my Lord if you have it I live in eternity of life of misery and pain so be it. I do all these things out of honor of you my Lord. I don’t seek this pain naturally I seek it because of my sins and the kingdom of heaven. No matter the cost I challenge the beast of his honor. I am only a foe to my Lord because of the deception I’ve went through because of the beast separating me from the son of man these are the great lengths I take my Lord in my conviction. I do these things in your honor my Lord. Lord I only wage this war because I speak the truth over the pain on my body and the death. You have sent me or I have taken upon this battle by myself. Either way my Lord I am in this for salvation and honor to you. I lost myself fighting this war between good and evil I chose good. Lord you once entrusted me to be an angel and I defrocked myself over and evil thoughts. I didn’t share this with you because I was ashamed. But the ange growing process could have continued. What I am saying my Lord is their was evil control over my thoughts. Every time I became in control of something heavenly a evil satanic response followed. If their wasn’t a curse and a demon attached to my afterlife body then I be damned. I have shamed myself for hating you my Lord but it’s only because you didn’t believe over satans control over me. I lost my direction after this. You were the only one to guide me my Lord. I beg you of mercy my Lord I am wrong for what I did for abandoning the faith. It’s truly a misnomer and confusing to follow. It hurts me my Lord that I ever got this confused. Please forgive me my Lord for yI have failed you and the kingdom of Heaven because I used your name in vein which I bare that responsibility as my own. I’m ashamed for my actions and myself. You mean the world to me my Lord I am confused but not lost to the cause. I make these pleas with our true King, Jesus Christ our Lord. In his heavenly I pray. Amen
Dear Heavenly Father, I need your strong protection during this Christmas time in my life and my Children's lives, protect my family, my mom
Angel Muaka