Happiness Please

Dear Lord,
Please help me. I am very depressed and distressed. I feel so hopeless and I also feel like I am at the end of the line. I feel stuck and I cannot think of anything that will move us forward. I would like to let go and let God. I am so tired. Please help me. I am begging you from my heart, soul, my everything. Since this person sent me the text, I have been so miserable. My life changed overnight. I wake up thinking about it and I go to bed thinking about it. My relationship with my daughter has been affected by it. This person ruined my life. I pray she is gone from our lives for good. i do not want to hear her name, know about her or hear anything about her for good. The single person in the whole world that I would like to see gone from our lives for good. She single handedly ruined my life and I would like my life back and she needs to be out of it. Please give me back my life Lord. Pleasae let our daughter want to leave this place and go wherever we decide. Please let her decide to leave asap. Please let my husband get orders to Okinawa this year and we leave for Okinawa this year. Please…I BEG YOU. I am at my wits end. I cannot even think straight anymore. I cannot even imagine what scenario would have to happen for these miracles to happen, but I know that it's not up to me. I need to trust the Lord and hand all my worries and insecurities to Him and only Him. I pray every day that these circumstances will change. That I get news that that person is out of our lives. She is the sole purpose of my depression. Please get her out of our lives. I want my relationship back with my daughter, but with that horrible individual in our lives, I cannot think straight and the fact that our daughter is keeping us here is more than I can manage. Please help me. Please answer my prayers. I beg you. Please let me have that happiness that I only felt once in my lifetime. The time we thought we were actually going to Okinawa. I felt like I was walking on air. I never felt that way. What a feeling of heaven…and it was taken away from me. Please Lord, please give me back that feeling. Please….I don't want to be here anymore. I would like to be back in Okinawa, our happy place. Please answer my prayer, please. I would like to enjoy life and I feel like I am at the end of the line and I cannot wait much longer. I never had a good life growing up. I never enjoyed my pregnancy because of fear. I never enjoyed a lot of things because I always feel like I don't deserve things. Please let me have Okinawa. Please….for all these years of sadness, depression, anger, hopelessness, please let me see the light. Please let us all come together this year and decide as one to leave this God forsaken place and go to Okinawa. Please let me have this miracle. Please Lord…all I have left is my faith. I love you and I am so sorry for acting like this, but only You know what I am feeling. Amen