LORD Jesus, grant me Your peace today. Help me to let go of worry and anxiety, knowing that You are in control. Fill my heart with Your tranquility, and grant me the wisdom to navigate the day with Your peace. Oh LORD Jesus I so need to move from where I live now. I long to move to Dereham, Norfolk, to either Eckling grange or Quebec hall and bungalows.. Both of these places are Christian community, I need to be among other Christians. There are Church services, Bible studies and other activities with like minded people. I am so lonely here, I cannot talk to anyone here about You Lord, they do not want to know. There is so much gossiping and swearing, I even find myself doing. It too. I am ashamed that I have fallen into their ways. I am truly ashamed and sorry. I tried not to speak to them because of all the swearing. This is why I have become so lonely. Both of the above Christian places, Eckling grange and Quebec will help me to come out of myself again. There are waiting list for both places of several years. I have no idea how long I will have to wait for a place. I had an email from the manager of Eckling grange to make an appointment to come and look around and find out what they do here. I will arrange that next week, hopefully on a market day. I would love to get settled into a new home with like minded people all around me. Each bungalow on both sites have a living room, bedroom, kitchen and wet room/ shower room. In the kitchen there is room for a washing machine. Outside a piece of garden I could put my pond and pot plants in. There is community grounds to walk around in or sit in.
Since having had a mini stroke, it has made me think more about being with other Christians. The waiting list is long, I am so tired of living here without any friends. It is lonely and upsetting the thought of a possible two years of waiting and living here. It could even be longer. I need Your strength and guidance and help LORD. Help me LORD to move quicker. I love you Lord Jesus, and I am truly sorry for the wrongs I have done, I need you LORD to make me strong enough for this wait and move. I pray all this in Jesus’s precious name, Amen
In Jesus' Mighty name we pray. Amen.