Dear God, this is the 5th time I am sending this prayer, a prayer to meet my future husband, a prayer that my health is restored and a prayer that my life will get better. You have not answered me yet and I am at the end of my strenght.To be honest I cannot continue living if my life does not change. You know what I need to be able to continue living.
I need:
1. A good, loving and caring husband.
2.Move to a better place than I am now.
3.A good work where I will be happy and can use my talents, preferably a mixture of working in archaeology, history and with children.
4. Complete restoration of my health.
5. A good church community.
6. A stable confessor.
7. Lots of new Christian/Jewish friends
8.Lots of opportunities to serve you, to be useful and happy.
Most especially I really need and I do desire a good husband of whose family I can be part of. I never had a loving family and I really need one.I cannot continue to live witthout being married and without having/being part of my own family. I cannot God. I am completely exhausted from being single and alone and from having no close family members in my life. Please guide the right man to my pat that I can build a meaningful loving relationship and life. And if you for whatever reason cannot send me a good man then please end my life and let me go fo Heaven. I am so very unhappy in being single, alone and having no close relationship in my life. I really implore you God hear my prayer, answer me and help me for I cannot live in the situation I am anymore.Your Son Jesua said "Ask and you shall receive", but it seems to me that I am exluded from this as my prayers go unaswered. I don't want to exluded from you love and mercy God. Please look on me in kindness and hear and answer me.I ask this in Jesua's name. Amen
