Hope

I want to be closer to the Lord and live for him. I want to do the lord's will and for him to give me direction and to have extreme joy and happiness and I pray he keeps giving me these amazing feelings. Give them to her also. It's a long story and I'm still trying to understand it. Things were laid on my heart and I don't know what to do with them or how or where to move. What I'm doing is just remaining still and relying on him. I'm not saying her name because it's way too personal. I haven't told one soul. I don't intend to and will just rely on the lord to open doors and make things happen. Her family have been very extremely comfortable with and feel safe with me around them and I get that same feeling around them. Her aunt loves the lord and is always commenting on my page and leaving me long messages. This man that keeps harassing her I pray goes away and gets a life and finds the lord. And that the lord removes the fear she has of this coward who stopped calling Thank God. Hopefully he's done. She's a very private person so I'm not mentioning her name either but they've shown nothing but love and support for me. Her mom probably showed me the most amount of support and I want God to bless her richly for that. Give both of them feelings of extreme joy and happiness and have it be a growing joy that keeps getting stronger. There was a very awkward situation where I am afraid to approach her or contact her because I'm afraid of how she would react or think but I pray that the lord resolves this and all this strangeness and awkwardness in Jesus name and that if nothing more an amazing friendship. I pray that he keeps giving me these amazing feelings of inspiration and also does the same for her and sends her messages thru dreams and music in dreams that just come out of nowhere to where she wakes up with happy tears knowing the amazing feeling of how real it feels or in the waking world as well. I pray that the lord would give me inspiration to take action to do what needs to be done and at times where I don't need to do anything to just relax and be still and peaceful. I pray that she gets all the messages and Comments that I left and that were said about her that she does find out about them and they get back to her somehow and they make her so extremely happy and filled with joy and that he would solve the communication problem between us all in a good way. Make it work out to where everyone involved is super blessed and happy. Her other aunt I met and her and her sister don't talk but I do pray that the lord can resolve their relationship. Same wirh my mom and her sister and grandma. My family us a mess as well with my uncle and etc. He fell in a ditch and hurt his leg and is in lots of pain. I'm also looking for a career change. I want to do something that is more suitable and enjoyable for me. I want to pursue my talents. There is a woman who spoke up for me years ago and there was another fellow there that offered me a position. I pray that they can still find something for me to do in the company. My friend Bhavik I put his name down on another prayer form. I slipped up and told him that I'm also in the same boat. Love and career. His love has left him and he keeps asking me to pray that she comes back to him. Her name is Lavanya. His job laid him off to I pray for job restoration and for his love to return to him and for his ultimate happiness and joy and peace and tons of it. Also for my friend Kim. She is angry with me for a misunderstanding. She is hurting with pain with fibromyalgia and all these other conditions. And both her parents have cancer. My friend Joann had stage 4 colon cancer and has survived thru 10 years with it. God bless her. True believer in the lord. My mom is struggling with Grandma 👵 please bless them. Also I was experimenting with telepathy because I needed to keep contact with certain people. But I gave that up yo the lord and confessed. I want to keep the communication going though so I'm relying on the lord to deliver my messages for me. Please keep that going. I believe he went to bat for me already because of a future prayer that I prayed to reverse the damage that I did and instead send the people that I need to communicate with my messages. Most of all bless me and my special love interest with amazing feelings of peace, happiness, excitement, anticipation and happiness and keep it going and growing stronger