Dear Heavenly Father,
I come to you with a heavy heart as my friendship with Katie is broken.
Please forgive me where I have wronged and show me how and where I can do better –
I love her so much as she once said I was her family and sister in Christ.
Please God show her daily my heart and intention. I spoke with several pastors dear Father, and ALL do say that she abused me and took advantage from my kindness and generosity.
I overgave to show her my love and wanted to bring her joy as receiving gifts is her love language- there was no room for my wishes. And you know my heart God. You know my intention.
I’ve told her anout my operation upcoming Wednesday- she did not respond.
Can you please make her heart soft God and heal our relationship.
I will never go back to extensive giving cause truly I really feel I should have been to her the biggest gift. I hope through you, she will realize this, that I am one of a kind. That my heart for her is pure and I would lay my life on the table for her.
I hope she starts missing me immensely and deeply to the point of forgiveness and reconciliation between us.
Can you help me dear Father.
I seek in you your comfort and unconditional friendship and understand that through you ALL miracles are made.
I made mistakes and repent- I give anything to have my friend back but in a healthy, balanced- Godly way. I know everyone and pastors do think she played me and she is gonna keep the 3500 usd – but like you Jesus, I know her heart as she is your daughter – I believe wholeheartedly in her ,even if she took along the way greatly advantage of me. My friend turned into my enemy, by shutting me out. And thinking of me as her enemy?! Can you show her my FULL heart. You know my heart Father, you know all of me. Can you make her heart miss me, let her wear pinky again, grey beanie in NYC – (your little signs to me) and appreciate and love me completely and see me through your heart and through your eyes.
I thank you Father – in Jesus name.
Amen
Sarina – I love you and thank you for being my Father and friend and savior.