Dear Jesus,
Please let the patients, nurse, families, lawyer, e.g. M, J, A’s family, I & family, l etc write to SB to reflect the positive aspect of my work with them, and let this bring in an award now to Honour You and only You, and to connect me within a year to work in a place that compassion, kindness, integrity, and responsibility are highly valued and practised. I am asking for Your grace & mercy, as a favour to show me that You still love me, care about me, is with me and will defend me, so that I will love You more, trust in Your love for me, and to serve You out of love. If You would, please confirm to me that Daifook is in Heaven. Sorry that I am so screwed up, and have been so totally unacceptable in cursing You. Please forgive me. Thank You for bending down from Heaven to talk to me, the absolutely nobody in the eyes of this world. My Lord Jesus has mercy on me. My Lord Jesus have mercy. IAINJ, Amen.
Renerene