i’m dealing with MAJOR Depression, Hopelessness, loneliness & financial hardship, I have been in church most of my life & feel my last & only hope which is Jesus Christ won’t come in time or help me in time, I feel I have the Test of JOB like in the bible & I can’t hold on any longer things just seem to get worse & worse for me I keep being demoted in life test after test challenge after challenge no breakthroughs or payoff come my way no matter how much work how much prayer , I’m dealing with depression, Anxiety, High blood pressure, Type 2 diabetic, sleep apnea & Insomnia, I have no friends, a lady i’m dating that stays busy work & her 20 year old daughter who’s her life! & I’m 40 living with my mom & she’s ready 4 me to move out, i’m currently working at a family restaurant working sometime 1-2 hours a day only the restaurant isn’t going very well & we’re all worried & struggling greatly & a week i’m making like $200 a week after taxes, Why don’t I have any1 or anything what have i done sooo wrong in life or towards God I’ve worked sooooo so hard over the years & prayed & cried out to God day after day year after year & Now I cry so often alone in my room!
I have a very serious and urgent unspoken prayer request. I know it will take a miracle but I know God is a miracle
Carolyn