Jesus Please
I have sinned and made alot of mistakes. I have not been to church for a few years. I was hurt by things people said and judged me in the church so I left.
Lord allow me to cultivate a heart of forgiveness and not hold things in my heart against others.
Lord in my current situation I need your guidance. These days Im walking around as if Im in bondage. Just holding on to things that happened. Lord speak to me so I can hear and see you in every area of my life. Help me to run to you not away from you.
Lord forgive me for my actions and all the things I have done in the past. Not being totally honest acting like a player hurting women and taking them for granted. Forgive me for my past behaviors.
Lord meeting up with Trudy has changed my life she makes me aware of how I react to things. She makes me own what I say or do which forces me to feel guilty and seek you more. As a result I have pushed her away running from what she wants. Im always blaming her and just not coming to seek you as christ of my life.
I have reacted as a child instead of just telling her how stressed I was about everything else and scared for our future. Lord God if this is your will teach me how to love her and treat her. Lord help me to lead our blended family. Teach me how to react to things calmly. Lord I tend to overact when Im stressed. Please give me a peace and understanding lead me to your word before I seek to make bad decisions.
Lord help me to be a better man to seek you first and trust that you will lead the way.
Lord I have never told Trudy sorry for the things I have said and done to push her away. Lord give us an opportunity to come together quietly and have quality time as we have done in the past. Allow us to pray together more offen. Lord if its your will lead me back to church and a balance with my family.
Lord I want your joy, your peace, you have for me your will be done in my life.
I pray that Trudy will have a forgiving heart towards me. I will have a forgiving heart for her as well.
Lord give me your strength and lead me down the path of righteousness.
As for my other situation:
Im upside down with the mortgage and they refuse to lower the payments. Lord Im fustrated doing everything my self. I barely have anything left after all the bills.
Lord I will like a way of escape from this debt. Make a way I could pay less maybe if she downsized to a smaller house where my contribution will help her and girls better. Your word says whom the son sets free is free in deed. I know you have not called for me to be in this bondage. This situation has turned to be out of my control.Please heal me as the stress issue is affecting my health.
Lord help us to settle our differences in peacefully. I pray she not be bitter with this change but in support of it. Lord I ask for the smaller nicer and safer place to be 1/2 of what Im giving her currently. I pray she not seek to come after me for more than what is needed for the girls. Allow us to work it out peacefully. It has been over 7 years lord make away. Lord I ask for you to heal her as well.
Allow me to be able to get the therapy Abby needs to make life better for her. Lord help me to be able to love and give my kids good moral values.
Allow me to supply there needs according to your word.
Help me to care for mom and give more to her the help she needs as well.
Lord give me Godly friends that will help guide and direct my life.
Thank you for hearing my prayer.
Craig
