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Hi my name is samantha I am a single mom of two. I mat my parnter but we are not comitted. Or married. He is seeing other woman.and woman he used to have. Sexual reationship But he wants to lead me and my children's but doensnt know how to lead our home he his not a good leadership as a Christian. Man he is bad at lleading he grew apart bc of these woman who also did me wrong and said things and plotted things against me so his male friends and there wife's. My own friends rejected me. I offered to help then not to. Be prideful but from my heart partner he has no understanding no experiences my parnter judges me as a mom so does his friends. And female friends. He once was in a reationship with when they all need me I'm there even though I'm hurting what they done and said but when I mess up liltte I messed up. They ready to go up against me he setting up rules and setting up. Fincial rules for Me. Him and his friends flasky accused me and make assumptions lies abou me it's November 28th 2024 he told me I don't dierve spending time with him so me and my children's spend this thanks giving by our sleves. This the second time. He might spend toke again for the holidays. I wish I was famous and rich with my kids and my dog I know I love God but I still have compassionate and understanding my parnter. That is no longer he says for now is blind. He doesn't see that eveyone around him. Lies about me and he does the same thing everyone is rejecting me and my babies even. My mom and my kids father. Family and parents I appreciate all they done for me but it's like we don't exist to none of them even my qon friends we dont exist. his brother does the same thing people here help me but they throw it in my face. It's a competition comparing. I am not a controling perosn or an argumentive person they all made that up about me my supposed parnter. Thinks he knows amwaht best for me and my children's but he doesn't. Eveyone thinks what's better and not there so focused on my flaws my life trying to change me to be like them. I am a good person a good mom. And I cam be a good wife. I love my. Children's my dog. It's confusions and manipulations from my parnter from his female friends he used to mess with and his the female. He's talking to and his ex girlfriends it's aslo coming from my friend andbmy family amd my kids family side even places and people and things are giving us a hard times people and eveyone talks to us when it's convenient to them I'm trying to also move but it's not happening. I am econuntering fake profits fake accounts. From others. I'm attracted the wrong friendships we are tired of getting rejected and always have to proof ourselves. To eveyone. Including my parents we dotn know why they all getting away with it. And we are getting punished by my own friendships and family we are suffering from it I pray that God doesn't let these people and my partner to keep getting away with things that stuff I didn't do or said. I'm not uoset or mad I'm hurt I forgave I just hope jesus stop there traps against me this been happening for a while. Now. But I chose to forgive them and I pray that God teaches them there ways and there. Lies and false informations ext about me thank you god bless in advance