Dear Lord,
I am very ashamed to ask You for money, but I don't know how to go on living. This lack of money is very sad and depressing. Sometimes I cry and don't know what to do. I want to help; I want to mean something to the world, to be needed. Sometimes I take money from my husband, and it makes me very sad and upset, but I see no other way. Sometimes I cry over my miserable life and letters with new debts. Sometimes I think it would be better if I crashed in a car or died than to live like this. But I have three children, and they need their mother. I am already 37 years old; I did well in school, but after that, my life went downhill. I chose the wrong field in university, but out of some pride, I didn't leave in time. Many years have passed; I changed from one university to another, but out of some incomprehensible foolishness, I didn't change my field of study. I am already 37 years old, and I have no education other than a high school diploma. Before I had my wonderful children, I worked in various stores, either at the cash register or stocking shelves.
Now I am financially dependent on my husband and receive a small amount of child support. I am very unhappy. I want to help people; I want to help children and adults. I want to help refugees. I want to be able to give if someone asks me for a donation. Recently, my daughter's music teacher asked for a donation to help heat the home of an Orthodox pastor and his family in Uzbekistan. But I have nothing to give. Often, I see heartbreaking stories of children on Instagram, and I want to help. I really want to help many people with education and basic needs. I am begging You, Lord, help me study to become a psychologist. I really need financial support to enter a psychology program and complete my higher education. This profession aligns with my interests. I need money to help my mother, my sister, and my family. I need money to help some friends and acquaintances, and for my children's kindergarten, etc. I want to help many people, to organize holidays for my children and other people's children. I want to be able to go on vacation with my children. I don't want to beg and plead for money or clothes for my children from my mother. I want my children to attend activities and pursue their interests. I want to help her, to buy her an apartment and a car. To help many others.
I ask You, Lord, forgive me for my sins. I beg You, let me win the Eurojackpot lottery jackpot. I beg You, help me to help others.
I am very ashamed to ask You for this win, but sometimes I cannot imagine how to go on living. I am in despair. Please help me financially, pull me out of this financial pit. Help me win the Eurojackpot. I grew up quite poor as a child; my relatives didn't know how to manage and lived honestly. As a child, I couldn't afford many things. I get so upset when I have to tell my daughter or my children in the store that I don't have money. I don't know whom else to ask. Help me financially, I beg You, help me with this Eurojackpot win..
Please help me. I am so desperate with my life. Please change my life and the lives of my children. Give me financial opportunities.
Thank you for all.
Amen.
