I have divorced since 2008 and have on a dating site since 2014 and have met a couple guys but all they do is complain about my schedule or I live too far away I am Sorry they want everything their way and seems like I am suppose to change my life but they aren’t willing to change theirs I have been praying and praying and begging n pleading with the Lord and Angels above to bring a Very Special man into my Life to start sharing memories with I have So Much Love to give and nothing happens or someone uses me and dumps me So answer this Why do some people get everything and Never had any issues like this and Why have I had constant financial issues and Heartache after Heartache I am a good person I go to work sometimes more than one job My car has constant repairs I go to work and go home and spend my night drinking Bcuz I don’t have to think about anything Especially being alone Why doesn’t a Special guy notice me ?? Why is the Lord denying me happiness???WHY???? I have been alone for 13 wand been praying All this time Some people don’t even pray and they get everything What is the deal Sometimes I think the Lord picks n chooses who is going to have it all and others don’t get anything but constant struggle All Their Life When is a Miracle Going to Happen for ME Di You Know that I have laid in bed at night and asked the Lord to let me fall asleep n not wake up Several nights Bcuz I don’t want to face another day of loneliness despair heartache depression feeling unworthy Just going through the same motions To find out its the same day as. Yesterday Is There Anyone Out Therbthat is Actually going to Listen and answer my Prayers Or should I give up and Just End My Life ?????
Lord I believe in You and know that You have great things planned for me and my husband. I pray that I am gifted
Rhea