I've already submitted several prayers for candles to be lit. However there are are still things lurking in my mind and there are still people that are sick. My friend Kim had had fibromyalgia for the lo gest time. My friend Joann has had stage 4 colon cancer for 10 years and my friend Bhavik has been laid off and lost the love of his life and I pray for restoration and a miracle for all of them. There is someone I feel very strongly about and for longest time I couldn't understand why. Now I figured it out by breaking down everything down that happened over the past 2 decades and I've been thru some drama and amidst that drama there were people there were people that showed alot of love and care for me so there was a system of very strong support that I had. This woman was part of that circle of people but she didn't come to the surface until maybe 10 years ago and then those feelings didn't hit me till 5 Months ago. Everything sord of just built up over time and hit me all at one time. I didn't will this on and it's embarrassing but I'm getting g all these amazing feelings. It is a supernatural power that I feel that has hit me and I want to keep receiving these amazing feelings. I pray that the lord gives these same feelings to her also and makes her feel wonderful and fills her with joy and peace a million kajillion times over. And that he would solve this communication problem between us and give me the guts that I need to step up to do or say something where I need to because I truly feel the lord speaking to me because of the example of things he has been doing in my life prior to and at this very moment. I asked and I keep feeling a yes and the presence of the lord and the presence of my step-dad. I pray that he draws my soul mate closer to me and at the same time fills me with joy ans happiness and peace and peace of mind and power and I'm able to witness to more people about the lord in boldness and glory. I pray he cleans up my financial mess and that he gives me back everything I lost and more. I pray that he gives me the strength to keep reading and studying the Bible and attending church and praying and tithing. And supporting Israel. God bless Israel. I pray he keeps pushing me to practice and he provides me with the finances I need to buy more and better musical equipment. I never mentioned her name on here or to anybody so it's still a stop secret. It's between God and I only Jesus Christ is the only one that knows my secret. And I will reveal it to no one. I'm relying on God only to fulfill this. And if theres something else that i meed to do or say please pray i do it with conviction and boldness But I'm just going by faith and everything I know as a person, deep in my soul I know this truth. Her family and friends have pushed me to success and I keep praying for them because I owe them thanks for encouraging and supporting me.
