Dear Heavenly Father,
with so many prayers at your feet I pray I earn worthiness to of you, Lord so that I may do your will and be of service to you in helping those who pray to you. Therefore, please release free me from the bondage of resentment, grieving, depression, and most of all, release me from the miserable spiritual prison of SELF! that I have been trapped in for sometime, in my own home. It stops me from being of service and of quality being of your name, Father. Father, this physical isolation I’m in due to lies, hurt, threats, pain, brothers against brothers, mothers and fathers against children and worst of all, the assassination of my character and loyalty to you with false testimonies. Lord, Satan has his way with me by making me feel as if I’m not even good enough to serve you and do your will, Lord. The physical and spiritual attacks Satan has done are all out of vein, false pride, and selfiseeking glory by just a small handful individuals used for this attack. Yet those select few demons have misused and mislead MANY of your children just for vein and attention with no intentions of showing gratitude by paying it forward. These deeds are not of you.
Lord, I take responsibility for my part. You delivered me from Egypt, Lord. I don’t look back either since the day you lead me out of darkness and lived a beautiful life for as long as I could with out the individual’s attacks. A year and half ago, Satan has tracked me sown and sent his demons to take it all from me so ungodly and inhumanely that I only want to run away. The blessings you’ve so gracefully instilled in my genuine nature. The peace, the enjoyment and appreciation of all life, the will to grow stronger and be of quality service to preserve and contribute to our quality of life, the unexploited seclusion and safety, and the great relationships you placed in my path, GONE! And over night.
When I allowed the demon into my home to met with him, he tricked me by coming forth in the name of you and your light, Lord. Even with the beautiful path you lead me through and the loyalty I have for you through it all, I still felt as though I wasn’t good enough to fight for what I know is right. lord. I was foolish to think that those demons came in your name so I trusted and did harm to my spirit and the blessings you gave me with the understanding that I pay them forward. I allowed Satan into my home when I really didn’t want to. Nonetheless, I allowed Satan to do his deed on me and I did it so givingly. Lord, you know my heart. Now, because I trusted and submitted to Satan in just that one instance, I was dragged back into Egypt, Lord. The same exact place that you delivered from so Powerfully!! Now here I am in Egypt again, Lord. Lord, please allow me the second chance, Lord. Just you and I, Lord. Lord, I DO NOT want man to take credit for the powerful Holy Spirit you have which freed me and made me a new man who used EVERY precious day to do your will and do it to the BEST I could, I was so grateful, Lord I pay it forward EVERYDAY, until darkness came again and stays longer than ever, Lord. Lord, don’t allow Satan to collect fees that don’t belong to them. Those fees belong to YOU, Lord! Lord, I pay my dues when and where necessary but I don’t pay dues that have already been paid 10x times over. Lord. I don’t owe Satan my life for the quality of life here on this earth that you and only you can allow me to be a part of.
Lord, you have blessed me with strength, sharpness, knowledge, respect for your children, great health, full functionality of each and every one of my 5 senses which brings so much gratitude, beauty and joy to all life even in the darkest of times. Lord, allow me the honor to continue to serve YOU and not be mislead with the demon who comes in your name to mislead. Most importantly, Lord, shed light on each and every one of your children who were also manipulated and fooled by the demons in Satan’s attack against me. There where many folks who were misinformed and misused by Satan In just this one attack, Lord, those demons have reached way too many of your goodwilled and pure in heart children who only desired to do your will. Lord, forgive them for anything that those demons have mislead them to do or act upon, you know there hearts, Lord. Allow the good people who were mislead by the lies of Satan’s demons to grow stronger in knowledge and allow their hearts to remain pure and unguarded since they have you protecting them. Lord, let them live free and continue their good wills. Lord, bless them 10X over again for what they’ve done since their intentions were good. Lord, let them be much sharper at seeing through self serving faLse testimony and let them be better prepared to handle a unique situation like this one so that your children/angels aren’t EVER taken advantage of, exploited or live in fear AGAIN, Lord. Lord, allow them to continue enjoying their blessing that come from you each and every day peacefully as you’ve intended for them to do.
Forgive me, Lord for my part in that whole mess, Lord and I beg of you, Lord. Please restore mu soul and allow me to join hands and contribute once again alongside YOUR children, Lord. Lord, thank you so much for this precious great afternoon. What a blessing this life is and all that’s good in it! Thank you for allowing me to reap the benefits that you instilled in your children to build and please let me preserve and contribute to all that is good. Through Jesus’s Holy name I pray. Amen. Thank you Lord.
