Well the hits keep coming..but the blessings are bigger. I am in a loveless abusive thing..(not marrued). Physical and financial problems always made it impossible. Well the stress contributed alot and having to see myself accept things my younger self would be appalled by. I harbored alot of hate for him..and was angry at God. Long story short I have done a 180 recently decided to seek help in th I s abusive unbearable unwanted hell. I need prayers to stay positive and that finally I will get the security and peace of mind I have longed for just me and my sweet puppy. The maternal feelings are so strong to protect my 8 week old puppy from trauma that it was my mission wheelchair bound or not to once again really surrender my fears to God and try one more time to trust the system (and God of course) to guide me to a safe and nurturing place to thrive and grow. This place is quite far from where I have been residing but it's the only way it can work. I cannot afford to back out of this and definitely need angelic support and comfort to guide me.
My other prayer is for 3 health issues.
1. An avcess from 7 failed surgeries that has left a chronic I section that CANNOT be opened up for any more surgeries…it may end up, you know, ending me..
Or…WELL I AM ASKING FOR A COMPLETE MIRACLE. I NEED IMY LEG TO COMPKETELY STRAIGHTEN OUT SO THAT IT EQUALS THE OTHER LEG (THE SURHERI3S TOOK OFF APPROX. 3 INCHES)…THE MIRACLE I DESPERATELY NEED IS THE LEG RETURN TO NORMAL LIJE BEFORE SURGERY ..ALL ABCESSSES AND CHRONIC INFECTIONS BFECTIONS ARE GONE…AND HERE IS THE BOG ONE…I CAN WALK AGAIN
2. MY SURHICAL SCAR WOUND OPENED UP A OUT 13 MONTHS POST SURGWRY HAS NOT STOPPED BLEEDING SINCE NOVEMBER AND JUST LIKE THE FAITH FILLED WOMAN I. THE BIBLE THIS WOUND SURGICAL SITE HAS TO STOP BLEEDING.
3. MY "MATE" I THINK HAS SOMETHING NOT RIGHT I. HIS BRAIN. WE WERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT 8 DAYS AGO. I AM STILL SUFFERING WITH A BRUISED STERNUM AND HE HAS 3 LUMPS ON HIS HEAD. THE RELATIONSHIP IS STRESSFUL AND VIOLENT AND THIS IS WHY MY ORUGINAL PRAYER IS DO URGENT. I REALLY HAVE TO GET FAR'AWAY AND GET TO A WOMENS DV SHELTER THAT ACCEOTS DOGS. THE FIGHTING AND ENDLESS FINGER POINTING HAS DRIVEN ME TO SUICIDAL IDEATIONS ANYTHINF TO HAVE ANY KIND IF PEACE…I NEEC MY BACK PAIN ABD STERNUM TO HEAL AND FIR HID TO WORK A MIGGT MIRACLE IN RANDY WAYNE RICHARDSONS SOUL AND HEART SO HE CAN BE HEALED FROM WHATEVER MAKES HIM SO CRUEL TO ME.
LASTLY…I feel very lonely and unlike. We are also getting evicted. I pray that I stop doubting the signs God is showing me about w we're to live and me and my puppy can thrive in an entirely new environment. That I can finally experience true physical, mental and spiritual healing and growth. I can finally be myself and make decisions that enrich my life…
Finally…when I was gifted my sweet puppy I prayed that my puppy Sebastian would have a trauma free, happy, joyful and adventurous life. Please help me make that his reality. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU!
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